Striving to avoid having a rigid arousal inside of one's private parts
Even though doing so, I am putting my mind intensely on preventing any kind of unwelcome sexual turn-on below the lower half.
By this struggle, I'm committed not to yield to the slightest spontaneous corporeal response that could occur.
In a conscious attempt to control any unintended physiological response, I find myself actively struggling to refrain from having an intense erection in at this particular time. Through sheer willpower, I endeavor to stifle any desires relating to sexual excitement.
